~KIT -X-
~Age 16
~Richmond/Berkeley , CA 510

Within my conscious, my withdrawal.

"In reality, there are times when you can't come up with an answer.
Things that you can't do anything about.
Not all people can become happy.
Why?
Because happiness corrupts people.
We adapt to the happiness we obtain once, and pursue even greater happiness.
We're greedy. Aren't we?.
That's why people are able to feel pain as well.
If people don't feel pain, they won't know what happiness is.
Despite the contradiction.

I don't have any need for such a contradictory world.
As I feel happiness, I will stop.
I'll release myself from reality.
A place where I seek nothing, experience no pain, and exist peacefully.

To cease to exist... The existence itself.

This withdrawal is because of my weakness.
I didn't want to feel sadness, so I created this.
It was my weakness.
But in reality, unhappiness awaits you.
That may be so, But may be not.
I feel the space as being infinite,
because I feel it's stopped infront of me.
But space keeps growing without holding back.
This world within myself is not eveyrthing.
I'm sorry. I don't need an eternity.
I don't mind the finite world.
I will live in the world with limits, so...
I will live in the present, so...
I'm sorry...

You might have thrown out your present in order to go on your journey...
Then I will, for the sake of the present, I'll throw this out.
Goodbye."